why ? no why ! but why ? !

i’m craving for . .

my cravings

yes , Andersen’s ice cream !






hmm . .
this week i’m . . . . . .
e.x.h.a.u.s.t.e.d
really tired .
i have not been having enough sleep .





last night was something i will never ever forget in my entire life.
and i swear that i will NOT find a husband like that .
freakin’ asshole , !@#$%^&*
sigh , i feel so sorry for my little c* .
i’m praying that i will be able to share gospel with them though .

Korea

anyway, mommy have been baking for the upcoming Chinese New Year .
chocolate cookies with walnuts and cereal . [ THE BEST IN THE WORLD AND THE FIRST TIME COOKIE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! -____- i don't find such cookie outside, okay! even my boy said they are nice ! ! heh heh . ]
pineapple tarts . [ YUMMMYY TOO ! i loved it when the base is soft and the pineapple toppings taste sweet, soft and nice ! ]
i know mommy can bake and cook very well .
but why Ginny cannot bake or cook as well as her mommy ? !





next Tuesday is my JAVA written test .
S.I.G.H
a real goner , i know !

Brother is C.O.O.L

I’M HAPPY

damn, * knew about my blog already .
sheesssshhhhhhhh .

Ginny and Gnet !

anyway, i had pineapple rice and crab cooked by mommy .
they were so nice that i couldn’t resist them !
i just ate and ate ! ! !
YUMMMMMMMMM ! !





mommy gonna bake CNY cookies , YAYYYYYYY !
and of course, she gonna keep some for Erni and Victor .
heh heh .

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tired

d.e.s.s.e.r.t.s

a lot of school work piling up and i can’t seem to finish, sigh .
and sigh, next Thursday i have Data Management test .






worst, sister is damn annoying .
shes really damn lazy and very very selfish that i really can’t stand her .
not even my mom can stand her at times too .
GRRRRRRR . . . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





anyway, cousins are at my place now .
gosh, they have changed so much ; prettier, handsome and tall ! ! !






hmmm . .
this is Quannie !
my youngest brother and . . . . . . TWL like him !
LOLLLLLLLLLL ! !

Youngest Brother

Mommy and Sis .

they really enjoyed the Korea trip !
heh .

Mommy & Sis

bye !

SMU DG

26 January 2009

MY GOSH!
the dinner at the Fullerton hotel last night was A.W.E.S.O.M.E ! !
THREE HUNDRED PEOPLE CAME!
all dressed in national ethic clothes!






the 5 course meal was heavenly .
really HEAVENLY , AHHHHHHHHH !
bread with this really shiok butter (no where can we find that kind of butter or bread), crab and lobster soup, wayu beef, salmon, macaroons with other YUMMY cakes and chestnut mont blanc cake with berries & chocolate!
YUMMMYYYYYYY ! ! ! ! !





anyway, i went up to give my testimony.

somehow i was not so nervous as before. .
you know, i should kind of thank SMU for helping me to gain some confidence in myself to speak in front of hundreds of people.






here is my testimony.





Good Evening Ladies and Gentleman, I’m Ginny and I’m currently studying in SMU. It’s really an honour to be invited by the Alpha Group to come up here and share my testimony.





I would like to share with you my experience during the Alpha course. It was initially recommended by my church and we were encouraged to attend the course for 10 weeks on every Sunday without fail. Honestly, it was difficult for me because I had many things to do so there were times I was tempted not to turn up. But somehow, God made my plans work properly and allow me not to miss any single session of the Alpha course.





I have been a Christian for almost 6 years, however, my walk with God was shaky at times. Ever since I entered SMU, I lost my identity as a child of God and the values God instilled in me. I found myself involved in the rat race and comparing myself with others who were smarter and more hardworking than I was. Hence, I was really afraid and felt really insecure. I was confused why God put me in a University where I couldn’t catch up or understand what is going on in class. It was really difficult for me as a hearing impaired. I was completely lost and I felt so discouraged that I just simply drifted away from God.





Throughout the Alpha course, I was reminded once again that God is always watching over me and that He is always with me. Most importantly, it renewed my knowledge of who God really is, who is in the Trinity, why He died on the cross and why He loves us so much. The most crucial lesson I took home was how to share the gospel with others. It was something that I would shy away from. My family is from a very devoted Buddhist background and people in my school always like to debate with me whenever I share the gospel with them. As a result, I lost confidence in sharing gospel until I went for the Alpha course. It taught me to take a small step on how I can get to share the gospel with others. It was really fulfilling for me.





In the middle of the Alpha Course, we had a Alpha Weekend Away camp at Changi Hotel. It was awesome to stay in such a cool hotel! I enjoyed it because I finally get a break from school!





Alpha Weekend Away is something I will never forget. The feeling of the Holy Spirit was so overwhelming that I couldn’t stop crying. I felt so ashamed of myself given that I have been having doubts on the truth of who God is and the fact that He has been always with me. When one of the members offered to pray for me, I was so touched by God’s love that I was overwhelmed by emotions. I just felt so comfortable to be in His presence once again. Alpha Course also helped me to find my love in worshipping God. Not only that, it helped me to confess all the sins that I had always refused to confess to Him. The experience was unforgettable and I felt my burdens were all gone!





If not for Alpha, my spiritual life would be so dry. Now I have learnt how to hold onto the foundation of my spiritual walk with God and be proud as a child of God. Thank you.